看着每个人的部落格，心情蛮轻松地。。。就喜欢看着家里每一个人的，想多点了解他们，想多点关心他们，因为，他们给予我的实在是太多了。。。最近都在学习写华语，好难哦 ，而且一直要找字典。。><。。 就因为要完成那份礼物，所以再难也要学写。。。
人，往往就是那么的矛盾。。。就因为自己觉得值得，就可以不顾被伤害。。。对不起哦宝贝，或许以后一切都不会变回原来的样子，但，请相信我所有的一切都是真心的。。。不善于表达的我就是这样咯，唯有写。。。哈哈。。。那份礼物代表了我的诚意，希望它可以被珍惜哦。。。
“你知道吗？我很想你。。。我知道你还是爱着我，虽然分开的理由，我们都已接受。。。”
2011年6月13日星期一
dreamsssssssss
everyone have their own dream...dreaming is easy and it's so enjoyable for us...maybe i should use 'happy' this word to describe it...the feeling is good,amazing and excited,even it's mighty...
but......do u realize it? this is the problem that we always face. somebody just dream for fun,but somebody will continue to realize it with their willpower. this is what people always say that what you want and done actually is depends on yourself...but,it isn't we just need to do? we just need to do and it will be realize?
seriously,i'm not think so...in realistic,there are so many obstruction happen to us. it will embarrass us to realize our dream...could you think before the feelings of a person who are talented and prefer in performance is facing a lots of calculation just because of have to be a professor? can you imaging how a tourguide's feelings when he/she have to be a financial just because of some reason? you could never know the feelings if you never face it...they just follow it although they don't like,doesn't mean that they are afraid...they just do it for somebody,for some reason...and it is involuntary...they just know that they have to do even how much they don't like,how much it's suffer,but not just do what they want...this is the fact, force of environment...
but......do u realize it? this is the problem that we always face. somebody just dream for fun,but somebody will continue to realize it with their willpower. this is what people always say that what you want and done actually is depends on yourself...but,it isn't we just need to do? we just need to do and it will be realize?
seriously,i'm not think so...in realistic,there are so many obstruction happen to us. it will embarrass us to realize our dream...could you think before the feelings of a person who are talented and prefer in performance is facing a lots of calculation just because of have to be a professor? can you imaging how a tourguide's feelings when he/she have to be a financial just because of some reason? you could never know the feelings if you never face it...they just follow it although they don't like,doesn't mean that they are afraid...they just do it for somebody,for some reason...and it is involuntary...they just know that they have to do even how much they don't like,how much it's suffer,but not just do what they want...this is the fact, force of environment...
2011年6月2日星期四
正常。。。不正常。。。
正常？要怎样才正常？。。。我已经尽力了。。。如果正常让自己变成软弱，怎么办？如果再也没有勇气坚持下去，怎么办？如果眼泪流下，怎么办？
我以为只要忙碌就可以解决一切，所以就把时间排的满满的。拼命的做工，出去，读书，玩，都不要把时间空下。。。努力的大笑，努力的做回一个正常人做的事。。。
但其实，心里多么的想要个依靠，想要一个温暖的抱抱，想要一个关心，想要一个可以躲进去大哭的怀里，想要被人珍惜，想要被人疼爱，想要被人紧紧的捉着不放手。。。但，却害怕自己会变的懦弱，贪心。。。只好这样。。。就只能这样了。。。除了偷偷地伤心难过，也只能伤心难过。。。除了笑，也只能笑。。。除了保持沉默，也只能保持沉默。。。除了在这儿发泄，也只能在这儿了，就算想把这一切告诉他。。。也只能这样了。。。
我以为只要忙碌就可以解决一切，所以就把时间排的满满的。拼命的做工，出去，读书，玩，都不要把时间空下。。。努力的大笑，努力的做回一个正常人做的事。。。
但其实，心里多么的想要个依靠，想要一个温暖的抱抱，想要一个关心，想要一个可以躲进去大哭的怀里，想要被人珍惜，想要被人疼爱，想要被人紧紧的捉着不放手。。。但，却害怕自己会变的懦弱，贪心。。。只好这样。。。就只能这样了。。。除了偷偷地伤心难过，也只能伤心难过。。。除了笑，也只能笑。。。除了保持沉默，也只能保持沉默。。。除了在这儿发泄，也只能在这儿了，就算想把这一切告诉他。。。也只能这样了。。。
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